![]() I just keep saying, “I’m just not interested.” I don’t want to be involved with people–almost AT ALL. To the point of dropping pretenses and being one’s true self, I get that. I am fine in my garden and with my pigs, goats, dogs, and chickens. Interesting note, I tapped into my medium abilities during Pluto’s transit through my 12th–really strong when it conjuncted my Mercury at 10Cap. My mother had already passed in 2005, so the loss of my step-dad and brother was huge–then my husband! Lots of loss in the past decade. I became estranged from my step-dad and brother during this 12H transit and my husband died. My Asc is at Cap 26d18* and Pluto is now at 26d17* Doesn’t get more conjunct than that! Pluto entered my 12H in 2009. I hope this is food for thought for those negotiating the transit. I imagine this resonates also with Scorpio rising, Pluto in Scorpio (millenials as a group are very vulnerable to the projections of other generations and I think are on this process of self discovery). It’s very different from the paradigm of power created by man, which denies the impact of death and seeks to conquer it. It allows the experience of true power through surrender to the reality of life and this enables you to understand others – the unbearable emotions tied to grief, which we all carry inside and which shape our entire lives. The more I acknowledge and experience at first hand the grief and death existing within me the stronger I steadily become. ![]() This ‘hole’ (not whole!) has a powerful energetic attraction – both to the life and death energy outside of you, hence the projections, magnetism and repulsion. ![]() The reason the Pluto person is a screen in this way is because of their own experiences of devastating loss (usually very early and often relating to birth trauma) which have become unconscious and unknown and thus are affecting their knowledge of the self. That death is life and has a positive role (being close to nature helps with this process). Breaking the cycle involves working to acknowledge and accept death and to better understand its place in life and all the ways we humans try to evade it. You are able to be invisible (Pluto) but it is because you are seen through unconscious projection not in your reality. So much distortion yet an innate will to seek the truth. As a child I didn’t understand psychic mechanisms in relationships so it had a devastating effect on my understanding of who I was. The projection usually involves people’s unconscious experience, repressed or denied shadow emotions and instincts so it’s fairly unpleasant to receive but it’s unavoidable. Pluto here attracts phenomenal level of projection from others (probably more so with Libra placement). I have Pluto rising, 1st house, in Libra. Is Pluto transiting conjunct your ascendant? How’s it going? I’m content to stay home and garden and work with people who get me. Shadow Archetypes & Gregory Peck In “The Gunfighter I am insanely easy to find and if you come to me, it spares me the pain of rejection. The last thing I’ll say is I’m keeping more distance from people than I normally would. Pluto Transit To Your Ascendant, Descendant, Midheaven or IC If you’re reading this, you might like this: You don’t want to be around someone who is around death – might catch it, right? But all this energy is created and you feel yourself drawn in. ![]() This is the kind of thing that is quintessential Pluto. I feel repulsive as I write that, but what am I supposed to do about it? I will say there is a lot of death around me at this time. I mean, I was all crippled and now I’m not. It’s a gain but I’m not sure anyone knows what to do with it. I emerge from this transit, spiritually fortified. With Pluto transiting my twelfth house, pain was limitless and unending. But the kind of loss seems to be changing as Pluto leaves my twelfth house for my first. I’ve suffered a lot of loss with more on the way. ![]() I’ve got a couple more years before I’m really through this. Still, there is a lot magnetism involved with this transit. It’s as if people feel I’m perplexing or unsettling. I’m not this way but I feel this way now. If you have Pluto conjunct your ascendant in your natal chart, or in the first house, you’re generally a “lone wolf” on some level. This is my chance to see what it’s like to have this potent planet be my “first handshake”. I’ve dated quite a few men with Pluto rising. I have a daughter with Pluto in Scorpio conjunct her ascendant. Pluto is currently transiting conjunct my ascendant. ![]()
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